catch 22

Aah well, its been close to 6 months since I moved out of India .And I am missing home , parents,friends ,food badly .am yearning to go back to the place where I am most comfortable at.I have missed marriages of 3-4 closest friends .I am missing on house warming of my own house .And so many things I would have loved to be there and experienced first hand.
was weighing the chances of home coming some time,the appropriate time for that and all .
And one of closest friends at hyd tells me that entire bulk of my friends are getting H1 processed and in every probalility ,will be here in US of A by october/November this year.My uncle is moving to Jaipur having been in hyderabad for close to 10-12 years.That would mean I am going to be robbed off my base.few other friends who are there would more or less be moving for their higher studies to some other place or relocate or tie knot. And that leaves a big question mark on the way hyd is going to look like once I reach there ,if all of the above things fall in place.Damn ,its scary. Donno whats gonna happen.And I don really what to think of it moment.
The one year that I spent in hyd was period of my life which I enjoyed most.got to spend time with friends ,parents.went on som fun filled trips with friends.reached out to many new folks.
I guess sometimes,few things are best left behind in past.in memories.Recreating the magic of those days is not possible.coz we all move on in life.Its some point in life when our paths cross which makes life bliss with fond memories.And expecting that paths of all of us would cross again the same way in future is foolhardy.
My roomie,vineeth is born and brought up in hyd.And as the rule of thumb goes in Gultland ,95% of his school /college friends are in US .wondering how he would feel after going back at some point. Damn the uncertainities of life. At moment,I would simply prefer to reverse ths clock and happilly soak in those fun filled days of past .

Apy valentines Day !

To one and all !
Dont have much to say ,so copy pasting something I wrote two years ago on valentines day eve.

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So the day passed ,many hearts might have united and many might have broken.No harm in ruminating on the day ,I guess .
Like every year ,this year also I woke up with lot of optimism ,got ready and reached the office.I dint know why, but I had this notion ,that something is in store for me today ,and my life will change for better.
Once I reached office ,Something was missing,was not receiving any of those happy valentines day mails,even the friends,who are known for forwarding all the junk in the world ,were unusually calm.It was really intriguing ,so me decided to send a mail wishing all of them.Over the years,most of my friends lost their hopes to the extent that they were not even willing to acknowledge the day,or they joined the saffron brigade ,I dont know.
Me ,understanding the gravity of day,went to food court of tidel park ,instead of our canteen for lunch,and there was lot of action going on there.a DJ ,lots of gifts,and people were dedicating the songs to their loved ones.For a moment ,I also thought of dedicating a song to my loved ones,but as soon as I reached to them ,they wrapped up the songs session ,and began with giving away the gifts ,to the folks who answered to the phoney questions they were asking.I returned back ,to work ,albeit slightly frustrated.I was thinking what I shall do next.
I was creating insurance claims as my project work after lunch, and an idea struck my mind ,I started creating claims ,and dedicating every claim to the crushes i had over the years in the past.That made me feel lot better .
Rest of day was predictable ,nothing happened ,me slept at night listening to songs Rehna Hai tere dil me ,and planning for next V day …

Weird..

Its really weird thing.Its been close to three months since I got this cellphone and I still am not able to remember the number.Everytime someone asks for it,I open my contacts excel sheet and tell the number.Damn.